Everyday that I am here, I enjoy it more and more. It's not because I am adjusting well or that I am awesome, even though both are true. I think it is I am seeing GOd in a better light and asking myself once again to look at God and view Him as he is, not as I want him to be. To look and see my situation, not as I want to see it or try to construct it in how I think it would be ideal, but in what God is doing in and through it. To see him work and to see him move.
I have been recently convicted of my excessive talk. Not all the stupid stuff that comes out of my mouth or the swearing, but the excessive talk about God and life. All the philosophizing that I do, that is just rubbish. Maybe I should think less and that will help me speak less. However God convicted me. I am done talking about God and Christianity as a lifestyle. I want to live it and experience it. I want God to move and have power in my life. I want to see crazy shit that GOd does. Just crazy.
There is that heart head disconnect and I would rather have heart than head now.
My thoughts.
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